I met my discipler last sunday, her name is Mae. She is really nice. It’s really refreshing because before we were the ones discipling other youth now, someone is dicipling me. Me and Philip met our disciplers and we thank God for their lives. When I met Ate Mae, I discerned that she is a true person. Although I don’t know her that well but I’m very comfortable talking to her. She’s like a BIG Sister. (I never had a Big Sister) So meeting her was new but at the same time very comfortable. After the Service, Ianne (A newly sister-friend of mine) approach me and escorted me to her. Then she smiled at me and we talked for a few moments. She explained to me about her role and my role… and I just nodded at her. But what shock me… and made me cry… right there and there… when she called me… “God’s gift”. She said, “Ah! you are God’s gift to me.” Right there and there I cried in front of her.
Why?
Imagine you see… a heartbroken, wounded person then you smile at her and say, “You know? you’re God’s gift to me”. What would you feel?
Right there and there. I felt Hope rising up again in my heart, my mind and my spirit. I thought that I was broken and no one likes me anymore (Except God, Philip and My Family). Also there were already negative feedbacks that they heard from the church we left so we didn’t really know what and how to act… but Ianne said, “The Old has gone! the new has come. You are very much welcome here, we don’t care about what they say. We care about you!”
Then suddenly… You hear someone saying, “You’re God’s gift”
Truly like what Bro.Bing (discipler of Philip) said before… “What God opens.. no one can close it.. and what God closes no one can Open it.” Although we felt before that someone close the door… but because God has set us free, opened the heavens for me and Philip… no one can close it.
Then I asked Philip to draw me something… and I saw him prayed before sketching and when he finished the drawing.. We were amazed at the drawing. It is like God spoke to us and confirmed what Bro.Bing said… Here is the drawing.
